When we all start to know what's right.

2 or 3 days ago,mom started shouting at me just because I didnt pack my stuff in my room.I mean,thats my room,why should you care?Anyway don't bother about that.You know,sometimes,your fists are the ONLY way to bring your point across especially when the other doesn't listen.Yes,the 1st one who uses fists in a verbal argument loses,but when it comes to protecting yourself,hell,everything goes.I don't know if its just me...but sometimes I feel fucked up in my own home...I wonder what's wrong with me.Dad said I should forgive myself and not be so hard on myself..but how am I supposed to forgive myself when I know what I'm about to do even before I do it?I hope God helps me.And forgives me.