Why do certain things happen?

I don't know why Sharon is causing us so much chaos in our hood.Yesterday we were supposed to whack someone,so Kai Feng,Nicholas,Fred,Kzua,''chup si lao'' people and me assembled at 94 to await further orders.At around 2am plus,we were told to go to block 148 to find the guy but Sharon didn't give us any recon before telling us to go there.We found that the place was very open,near to the main road and there was a camera.How were we supposed to do the things we were supposed to do?Anger overwhelmed KF because of the lack of recon and lack of Sharon's presence.We had to seperate and Jas and I went with Lewis and the rest followed KF as there was a police cruiser nearby.All of us were angry at Sharon and Peter(as Sharon is under the command of Peter).Pete told us that she would give all of us an explanation if not she would get ''guat''(a punch to the upper torso) by Pete.All of us had to overnight at Toa Payoh Bus Interchange and it was boring..And I got fired from work today for some unknown reason.Well,to look on the bright side,at least I don't need to work anymore but I still getting money.