Maybe I don't belong here

Everything seems so fucking screwed up.Well...not everything..just some.I didn't know apologising would lead to shouting and anger.I don't understand this world sometimes.You try to help a buddy and he gives you the clap.Whats wrong?I understand that some people are very complicated to comprehend and when you try to help..everything goes out of control.I don't know whats wrong with me now.How am I pissing some people off?Or is it just them?Or both?Some people just don't know if they piss you off and it will get irritating sometimes...Do I belong to the world of sorries,apologising and forgiveness?Or do I belong to the place where sorries,apologising and forgiveness don't exist and fights happen because of petty reasons and blood is split every moment?I hope I belong to the world of forgiveness.I really hope and pray that happens.