the worst enemy.myself.

i just came back from a songka(funeral) and did alot of thinking recently about my past deeds.the song ''Never Surrender'' by Skillet really caught my attention.especially the phrases ''Do you know what it's like when
You're scared to see yourself?'' and ''Do you know what it's like to be your own worst enemy who sees the things in me I can't hide?'' i think it really describes me and my low self-esteem...i hope someone will lift my spirits soon.